I missed my period... wow, it could be positive and the next day I went for Urine Pregnancy Test (UPT) crossing my fingers for that two lines. Well, my dreams lived less than 18 hours with just one line.
We were trying for about 8 months, and for the first time, I felt helpless, thinking about my 18 hours of happiness. For that 18 hours, I would have lived a whole 9 month... deciding on everything from names of babies, colour of bedroom, toys, how stupid I was!!! I didn't lift anything heavy, didn't sleep on my tummy. In fact I couldn't sleep that night desperately waiting for the morning for my test.
I cried and cried (well that’s normal). Sometimes crying helps getting pain out of heart, try... its works for me.
I was losing patience everyday growing. That 18 hours made me live a 9 month life and realize life won’t be easy going further, better be prepared and face it.
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